Have you ever come to a phase where you question yourself where you want to be and who you want to be? I have constantly been asking myself this, every year. And every year, a tiny voice tells me that I have a few more years to think about it. One year passed, another year came and on and on and now i'm here. Still thinking that i have a few more years to go? I had goal when i was 20. I wanted to be rich when I turn 30. I want to be doing things that i love and earn money through it.
Yes guys, you are right. I am currently in the state of experiencing what people call a quarter life crisis. This shit is real and it has gotten me into a state where i can see depression knocking on my door. I'm not happy about it. My life sucks. I didn't know what i want anymore. I wasn't sure. It seems like i wanted many things. I didn't know what to focus on anymore. And its ruining my life. Bit by bit... my enthusiasm diminishes. I lost a part of myself - Ms Positivity. The pain ass negativity keeps infiltrating my thoughts. I was depressed, i felt alone. I question my own identity.
As i'm writing this blog now, i am figuring out my life. Welcome to a journey with me where i would be finding myself.... If you are experiencing the same thing now, or have dealt with it before, please share with me. I would love some help here.
Thank you and stay tune.